sometimes when im home alone , i just lock myself in my room and cry .
i sit in the corner , curl up into a ball and cry my eyes out
i keep crying and crying when ive run out of tissues
to blow my nose and wipe away the tears ,
even when my eyes and nose start getting red , blotchy and sore
i continue crying till the second i hear someone walking
along the path that leads to the front door
thats when i get up , wipe away my tears and fake a smile
no one realizes that i'd been crying for all that time